“I'm afraid to live any place but in expectation. I'm no life-risk.”

“I'm planning a catastrophe.”

“Dear Hitler Take away the torches I'm not guilty I had to have this”

“Please make me empty, if I'm empty then I can receive, if I can receive it means it comes from somewhere outside of me, if it comes from outside of me I'm not alone! I cannot bear this loneliness. Above all it is loneliness.”

“It's like a bear stumbling into a beehive or a honey cache: I'm stumbling right into it and getting stuck, and it's delicious and it's horrible and I'm in it and it's not very graceful and it's very awkward and it's very painful and yet there's something inevitable about it.”

“I don't rememberlighting this cigaretteand I don't rememberif I'm here aloneor waiting for someone.”

“It's four in the morning, the end of december I'm writing you now just to see if you're better.”