“How many days was I like that? Pretending to listen, but not hearing a word? Pretending to care when I hated it all? Pretending to live when I was dying inside?”
“I never liked the news; it pretends to be all different, every day, when in fact it is all the same.”
“dear today, i spend all of you pretending i'm okay when i'm not, pretending i'm happy when i'm not, pretending about everything to everyone.”
“I could pretend that I was okI wind around the parties, drink in handI could pretend when you went awayThat I had changed and I no longer hear the band”
“Eating plain toast will detonate her. "I'll have some honey."When the bread is done I scrape on a microscopic layer of it and pour a cup of coffee, black. She pretends not to listen or watch as I crunch through my breakfast. I pretend that I don't notice her pretending.”
“I am not who I pretend to be, even when I act like myself.”