“I treated despair in terms of hierarchy: if there was a more important pain in the world, it meant my own was negated. I thought I simply had to accept the fact that I was ugly, and that to feel despair about it was simply wrong.”
“I do not rebel against my God, I simply do not accept his world.”
“Making decisions was the painful part for me, the part I agonized over. But once the decision was made, I simply followed through—usually with relief that the choice was made. Sometimes the relief was tainted by despair, like my decision to come to Forks. But it was still better than wrestling with the alternatives.”
“The trouble was, I had been inadequate all along, I simply hadn't thought about it.”
“I had been simply treating water, settling on surviving and avoiding pain rather than being actively involved in seeking out life.”
“I pay no attention whatever to anybody's praise or blame. I simply follow my own feelings.”