“It was ironic, really - you want to die because you can't be bothered to go on living - but then you're expected to get all energetic and move furniture and stand on chairs and hoist ropes and do complicated knots and attach things to other things and kick stools from under you and mess around with hot baths and razor blades and extension cords and electrical appliances and weedkiller. Suicide was a complicated, demanding business, often involving visits to hardware shops.And if you've managed to drag yourself from the bed and go down the road to the garden center or the drug store, by then the worst is over. At that point you might as well just go to work.”
“I want to stand as close to the edge as I can without going over. Out on the edge you see all kinds of things you can't see from the center.”
“It isn't sufficient just to want - you've got to ask yourself what you are going to do to get the things you want.”
“As Shakespeare says, if you're going to do a thing you might as well pop right at it and get it over.”
“Right, let's go rope shopping. You should buy some rope or cord yourself; it might come in handy. You might need it when you kill yourself.”
“I want to stay as close to the edge as I can without going over. Out on the edge you see all kinds of things you can't see from the center.”