“I've had recurring nightmares that I was loved for who I am...and missed the opportunity to be a better man.”

“I have had dreams, and I've had nightmares. I overcame the nightmares because of my dreams.”

“Dare I say I miss him? I do. I miss him. I still see him in my dreams. They are nightmares mostly, but nightmares tinged with love. Such is the strangeness of the human heart.”

“Who are you Jared? The man who wants to fuck me and own me, or the man who held me when I had a nightmare?”

“I love and am loved by a better man than he.”

“I've never forgotten him. Dare I say I miss him? I do. I miss him. I still see him in my dreams. They are nightmares mostly, but nightmares tinged with love. Such is the strangeness of the human heart. I still cannot understand how he could abandon me so unceremoniously, without any sort of goodbye, without looking back even once. The pain is like an axe that chops my heart. ”