“However, I can’t be happy. I feel I can’t have that experience, I can’t assume I will have that experience. I’m free but feeling lonely and disheartened. I hope there’s happiness out there; besides the future is approaching and waiting for me. In the future, I will be a part of the world. I will finally live my life.”
“But my feelings won’t abate. Feelings I’m not supposed to have. Feelings I can’t relinquish.”
“It’s my future and my life and I can’t make myself live the way someone else wants me to.”
“When I am with you I feel alive, like you are the missing part of me. And when I’m not with you I can’t stand it, I literally feel lost.”
“Now that I have you back, I can’t see my life without you. When I think about my future, I think about you.”
“I don't need a "reason" to be happy. I don't have to consult the future to know how happy I feel now.”