“I was on some sort of sick, self-destruction thought stream.”
“The truth is, going against the internal stream of ignorance is way more rebellious than trying to start some sort of cultural revolution.”
“I so badly needed to self-destruct.”
“And I so badly needed to self-destruct.”
“Perfectionism is a self destructive and addictive belief system that fuels this primary thought: If I look perfect, and do everything perfectly, I can avoid or minimize the painful feelings of shame, judgment, and blame.”
“Self improvement is masturbation. Now self destruction...”