“Tania, there is so much still ahead of you. Be patient with life”

“Alexander: “First we will send the frontovik into the streets with guns. When they are dead, we will send me, with a tank, like the one you’ve been making me. When I’m dead, all the barricades down, all the weapons and tanks gone, they will send you with a rock.”Tania: “And when I’m dead?”Alexander: “You’re the last line of defense. When you’re dead, Hitler will march through Leningrad the way he marched through Paris. Do you remember that?”Tania: “That’s not fair the French didn’t fight”Alexander: “The didn’t fight Tania, but you will fight. For every street and for every building. And when you lose —”

“«Tania...» sussurrò Alexander. «Non ti lascerò andare finché non ti avrò avuta abbastanza. Finché non mi avrai scaldato dentro e fuori».”

“I'm not hungry," Alexander whispered. "I'm famished. Watch out for me. Now, don't make a single sound," he said, moving on top of her. "Tania, God....I'll cover your mouth, just like this, and you hold on to me, just like this, and I'm going to-just like this-”

“He yanked up a couple of mushrooms. "Tania, can we eat these?"Taking them out of his hands and throwing them back on the ground, Tatiana said, "Yes. But we will only be able to eat them once.”

“Tatiana fretted over him before he left as if he were a five-year-old on his first day of school.Shura, don't forget to wear your helmet wherever you go, even if it's just down the trail to the river.Don't forget to bring extra magazines. Look at this combat vest. You can fit more than five hundred rounds. It's unbelievable. Load yourself up with ammo. Bring a few extra cartridges. You don't want to run out. Don't forget to clean your M-16 every day. You don't want your rifle to jam."Tatia, this is the third generation of the M-16. It doesn't jam anymore. The gunpowder doesn't burn as much. The rifle is self-cleaning."When you attach the rocket bandolier, don't tighten it too close to your belt, the friction from bending will chafe you, and then irritation follows, and then infection......Bring at least two warning flares for the helicopters. Maybe a smoke bomb, too?"Gee, I hadn't thought of that."Bring your Colt - that's your lucky weapon - bring it, as well as the standard -issue Ruger. Oh, and I have personally organized your medical supplies: lots of bandages, four complete emergency kits, two QuickClots - no I decided three. They're light. I got Helena at PMH to write a prescription for morphine, for penicillin, for -"Alexander put his hand over her mouth. "Tania," he said, "do you want to just go yourself?"When he took the hand away, she said, "Yes."He kissed her.She said, "Spam. Three cans. And keep your canteen always filled with water, in case you can't get to the plasma. It'll help."Yes, Tania"And this cross, right around your neck. Do you remember the prayer of the heart?"Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner."Good. And the wedding band. Right around your finger. Do you remember the wedding prayer?"Gloria in Excelsis, please just a little more."Very good. Never take off the steel helmet, ever. Promise?"You said that already. But yes, Tania."Do you remember what the most important thing is?"To always wear a condom."She smacked his chest.To stop the bleeding," he said, hugging her.Yes. To stop the bleeding. Everything else they can fix."Yes, Tania.”

“There are some battles, no matter how much you don’t want to fight them, that you just have to fight. That are worth giving your life for.”