“In times of grief, you're waiting for something to happen, but the thing you're waiting for has already taken place.”

“You know, I wouldn’t have done this a month ago. I wouldn’t have done it then. Then I was avoiding. Now I’m just waiting. Things happen to me. They do. They have to go ahead and happen. You watch – you wait… Things still happen here and something is waiting to happen to me. I can tell. Recently my life feels like a bloodcurdling joke. Recently my life has taken on *form* Something is waiting. I am waiting. Soon, it will stop waiting – any day now. Awful things can happen any time. This is the awful thing.”

“I feel as if I’m waiting for something dreadful to happen, and then I realize it already has.”

“If you wait long enough, something will happen - there has never been a time when nothing happened.”

“The next time you think that there's something that you "can't live without", wait for a week and then see if you're still alive or not”

“You're waiting for someone to put you together, you're waiting for someone to push you away, there's always another wound to discover, there's always something more you wish he'd say”