“She lifted her sewing and bit off the thread in the way women do to make your flesh crawl.”
“Her eyes were glittering like the eyes of a child when you give a nice surprise, and she laughed with a sudden throaty, tingling way. It is the way a woman laughs for happiness. They never laugh that way just when they are being polite or at a joke. A woman only laughs that way a few times in her life. A woman only laughs that way when something has touched her way down in the very quick of her being and the happiness just wells out as natural as breath and the first jonquils and mountain brooks. When a woman laughs that way it always does something to you. It does not matter what kind of a face she has got either. You hear that laugh and feel that you have grasped a clean and beautiful truth. You feel that way because that laugh is a revelation. It is a great impersonal sincerity. It is a spray of dewy blossom from the great central stalk of All Being, and the woman’s name and address hasn’t got a damn thing to do with it. Therefore, the laugh cannot be faked. If a woman could learn to fake it she would make Nell Gwyn and Pompadour look like a couple of Campfire Girls wearing bifocals and ground-gripper shoes with bands on their teeth. She could get all society by the ears. For all any man really wants is to hear a woman laugh like that.”
“I got back from the University late in the afternoon, had a quick swim, ate my dinner, and bolted off to the Stanton house to see Adam. I saw him sitting out on the galley reading a book (Gibbon, I remember) in the long twilight. And I saw Anne. I was sitting in the swing with Adam, when she came out the door. I looked at her and knew that it had been a thousand years since I had last seen her back at Christmas when she had been back at the Landing on vacation from Miss Pound's School. She certainly was not now a little girl wearing round-toed, black patent-leather, flat-heeled slippers held on by a one-button strap and white socks held up by a dab of soap. She was wearing a white linen dress, cut very straight, and the straightness of the cut and the stiffness of the linen did nothing in the world but suggest by a kind of teasing paradox the curves and softnesses sheathed by the cloth. She had her hair in a knot on the nape of her neck, and a little white ribbon around her head, and she was smiling at me with a smile which I had known all my life but which was entirely new, and saying, 'Hello, Jack,' while I held her strong narrow hand in mine and knew that summer had come.”
“Yeah, I'm Governor, Jack, and the trouble with governors is they think they got to keep their dignity. But listen here, there ain't anything worth doing a man can do and keep his dignity. Can you figure out a single thing you really please-God like to do you can do and keep your dignity? The human frame just ain't built that way.”
“There was the bulge and the glitter, and there was the cold grip way down in the stomach as though somebody had laid hold of something in there, in the dark which is you, with a cold hand in a cold rubber glove. It was like the second when you come home late at night and see the yellow envelope of the telegram sticking out from under your door and you lean and pick it up, but don't open it yet, not for a second. While you stand there in the hall, with the envelope in your hand, you feel there's an eye on you, a great big eye looking straight at you from miles and dark and through walls and houses and through your coat and vest and hide and sees you huddled up way inside, in the dark which is you, inside yourself, like a clammy, sad little fetus you carry around inside yourself. The eye knows what's in the envelope, and it is watching you to see you when you open it and know, too. But the clammy, sad little fetus which is you way down in the dark which is you too lifts up its sad little face and its eyes are blind, and it shivers cold inside you for it doesn't want to know what is in that envelope. It wants to lie in the dark and not know, and be warm in its not-knowing.”
“Season late, day late, sun just down, and the skyCold gunmetal but with a wash of live rose, and she,From water the color of sky except whereHer motion has fractured it to shivering splinters of silver,Rises. Stands on the raw grass. AgainstThe new-curdling night of spruces, nakednessGlimmers and, at bosom and flank, dripsWith fluent silver. The man, Some ten strokes out, but now hangingMotionless in the gunmetal water, feetCold with the coldness of depth, allHistory dissolving from him, isNothing but an eye. Is an eye only. Sees The body that is marked by his use, and Time's,Rise, and in the abrupt and unsustaining element of air,Sway, lean, grapple the pond-bank. SeesHow, with that posture of female awkwardness that is,And is the stab of, suddenly perceived grace, breasts bulge down inThe pure curve of their weight and buttocksMoon up and, in swelling unity,Are silver and glimmer. Then The body is erect, she is herself, whateverSelf she may be, and with an end of the towel grasped in each hand,Slowly draws it back and forth across back and buttocks, butWith face lifted toward the high sky, whereThe over-wash of rose color now fails. Fails, though no starYet throbs there. The towel, forgotten,Does not move now. The gazeRemains fixed on the sky. The body, Profiled against the darkness of spruces, seemsTo draw to itself, and condense in its whiteness, what lightIn the sky yet lingers or, fromThe metallic and abstract severity of water, lifts. The body,With the towel now trailing loose from one hand, isA white stalk from which the face flowers gravely toward the high sky.This moment is non-sequential and absolute, and admitsOf no definition, for itSubsumes all other, and sequential, moments, by whichDefinition might be possible. The woman, Face yet raised, wraps,With a motion as though standing in sleep,The towel about her body, under her breasts, and,Holding it there hieratic as lost Egypt and erect,Moves up the path that, stair-steep, windsInto the clamber and tangle of growth. BeyondThe lattice of dusk-dripping leaves, whitenessDimly glimmers, goes. Glimmers and is gone, and the man, Suspended in his darkling medium, staresUpward where, though not visible, he knowsShe moves, and in his heart he cries out that, if onlyHe had such strength, he would put his hand forthAnd maintain it over her to guard, in allHer out-goings and in-comings, from whateverInclemency of sky or slur of the world's weatherMight ever be. In his heart he cries out. Above Height of the spruce-night and heave of the far mountain, he seesThe first star pulse into being. It gleams there. I do not know what promise it makes him. ”
“I could lie there as long as I wanted, and let all the pictures of things a man might want run through my head, coffee, a girl, money, a drink, white sand and blue water, and let them all slide off, one after another, like a deck of cards slewing slowly off your hand. Maybe the things you want are like cards. You don't want them for themselves, really, though you think you do. You don't want a card because you want the card, but because in a perfectly arbitrary system of rules and values and in a special combination of which you already hold a part the card has meaning. But suppose you aren't sitting in a game. Then, even if you do know the rules, a card doesn't mean a thing. They all look alike.”