“So do I kill myself now, or do I wait and do it in front of Evan so he feels really, really, really bad?”
“More and more, it feels like I'm doing a really bad impersonation of myself.”
“I really, really wanted to lose awareness of the here and now. The best way for me to do that was bury myself in a book.”
“I know some of you areThinking maybe I deserved it.But before you start pointingFringers, let me ask youIs what I did really so bad?So bad I deserved to die?So bad I deserved to die like that?Is what I did really much worseThen what anybody else does?Is it really so much worseThan what you do?”
“You’re really cute, Midori,” I corrected myself.“What do you mean really cute?”“So cute the mountains crumble and the oceans dry up.”
“If fiction and politics ever really do become interchangeable,I'm going to kill myself,because I won't know what else to do”