“Because I cannot sleep i make music in the night”

“I almost died because of obesity. It make me cannot breath when sleep at night.”

“Sunday nights I get about two inches of sleep. But I make do, because that’s all the erection I can muster.”

“Also, I could finally sleep. And this was the real gift, because when you cannot sleep, you cannot get yourself out of the ditch--there's not a chance.”

“I sleep with the lights on now. Not because I’m afraid of the dark, but because I like to keep the night as far away as I can.”

“And so a pattern develops: wake, work cry. sleep. I can't even escape him in my dreams. Gray burning eyes, his lost look, his hair burnished and bright and bright all haunt me. And the music... so much music-I cannot bear to hear any music. I am careful to avoid it at all costs. Even the jingles in commercials make me shudder.”