“Sometimes it feels what I recovered you lost, sending your peaceful loss to me.”

“A letter to send to you and if I forget, or god forbid die too soon, hope that you'll hear me,know that I wrote to you.”

“Sometimes it feels like I'm all that they've got. It's so hard to know I'm not what they want.”

“I don't feel anti-love. I feel suspicious of love, and I feel suspicious of what it means to be in love. And I also feel suspicious of what it means to feel pretend love for someone.”

“I don't want to know that you don't want me. I don't want to know what you do without me. I don't want to know what I'll be without you. I dont wanna know. I don't wanna know.”

“I can't untangle, I can't untangle what I feel and what would matter most.”

“In the back of your car I feel like I have traveled nowhere.”