“Once, she'd been a pro at decompressing,loved to sit on the back deckof the beach house in one of our splintery Adirondack chairs for hours at atime, staring at the ocean. Shenever had a book or the paper or anything else to distract her. Just the horizon,but it kept her attention,her gaze unwavering. Maybe it was the absence of thought that she loved aboutbeing out there, theworld narrowing to just the pounding of the waves as the water moved in andout.”