“My job was to make sure that my pain was not visible to the audience. They came to escape their troubles, not to be drawn into my own pain.”
“But - I cannot make a choice. I have my own sorrow, but I suffer with him, too; I share his pain. I understand all - that is my trouble.”
“Trouble and pain were what kept a man alive. Or trying to avoid trouble and pain. It was a full time job.”
“I wanted to eat her pain, take it into me and make it my own.”
“The memory was so painful that tears came into my eyes, and a pang of grief tore through my body.”
“I do a good job of blocking painful, unnecessary things from my memory.”