“When someone less capable is ahead of me, I am not pleased. It makes me insane.”
“I am still capable of feeling used. I am still capable of having a sexual experience that makes me feel like my entire life has been a mean joke.”
“I am sorry this became, a poemI beg you, please do not think as blameTrust me as you trust godI am your friend, in painThis insane writing, which turned into poem”
“I am the dragon, and you call me insane.”
“My secret is that I need God—that I am sick and can no longer make it alone. I need God to help me give, because I no longer seem to be capable of giving; to help me be kind, as I no longer seem capable of kindness; to help me love, as I seem beyond being able to love.”
“Why is it that when someone says "trust me", I always feel less inclined to do so?”