“Satisfaction comes from giving up wishing I was somewhere else or doing something else.”
“When you wish for something over and over again and it doesn't come true, something else happens; not only do you give up, but you resent your wish and you resent wishing.”
“This person, this self, this me, finally, was made somewhere else. Everything had come from somewhere else, and it would all go somewhere else. I was nothing but a pathway for the person known as me.”
“Is it that I want to run away from what I have or do I want to run to somewhere or something else?”
“Still, there was always that wish, that desire to be someone else, somewhere else.”
“I want to be someone else somewhere else with something else to fill my mind.”