“One day i will have to forgive life for ending. I tell myself I will have to learn how to let life be life with its unbearable finality.....just be what ti is.”
“What made me love freedom so much, forgive myself finally for one life and one death? But I knew. I knew it was you.”
“I don't know what else to tell you. I often think how different my life would have been - how much happier - if you'd been a part of it. One day.”
“One thing I've learned in life is that I can speak for myself, that I can fight my own battles. I don't like anyone telling me how I'm supposed to feel or think or what I'm supposed to say.”
“I'm living the life I love, I tell myself, and loving the life I live. I tell myself: I deserved this.This is exactly what I wanted.”
“In sum, one of the primary things I learned was how to kill time. I learned also to wish away my life. I learned to give myself away.”