“As far as I could see, life demanded skills I didn't have.”
“You are the leader here. Obviiusly your skills are far superior to mine. I don't think I could fit into your life. I'm a loner, not the first lady.”
“Like many highly educated people, I didn't have much in the way of actual skills.”
“I didn't want the life that made sense. Not if the chaos meant i could have Bella.”
“Didn't i tell you they were only windmills? And someone with windmills on the brain could have failed to see that!”
“How could I insist on equality when I was unwilling to do what life demanded to be equal?”