“It was comforting to know I had fallen and could fall no farther.”

“The floor seemed wonderfully solid. It was comforting to know I had fallen and could fall no farther.”

“If I was going to fall, I would hang on to my small comforts, at least, for as long as I possibly could.”

“I had imagined a kind, ugly, intuitive man looking up and say, 'Ah!' in an encouraging way, as if he could see something I couldn't, and then I would find words to tell him how I was so scared, as if I were being stuffed farther and farther into a black, airless sack with no way out.”

“I saw the gooseflesh on my skin. I did not know what made it. I was not cold. Had a ghost passed over? No, it was the poetry. A spark flew off Arnold and shook me, like a chill. I wanted to cry; I felt very odd. I had fallen into a new way of being happy.”

“…I hate myself for not being able to go downstairs naturally and seek comfort in numbers. I hate myself for having to sit here and be torn between I know not what within me.”

“I had been alone more than I could have been had I gone by myself.”