“No, I won't try to escape myself by losing myself in artificial chatter 'Did you have a nice vacation?' 'Oh, yes, and you?' I'll stay here and try to pin that loneliness down.”
“Oh. Shit." I breathed, arms shaking as I tried to push myself up, failing. That's okay. It's nice just to lie here.”
“I tried to contain myself... but I escaped!”
“If I let myself love you, I won't throw myself in front of her. I'll throw myself in front of you.”
“No. If I let myself love you, I won't throw myself in front of her. I'll throw myself in front of you." - Dimitri”
“I try to excite myself so I stay crazy.”