“That's when I feel most alive, he told me once on an airplane, when I'm helping people.”
“And, I just can't shake this feeling I have when I'm around him. The chemistry, The electricity I feel when he's close to me or touches me, makes me feel more alive than I've ever felt”
“When he smiles at me, I feel like I'm sitting under a heat lamp. I live for the times when his fingers brush my leg at lunch, or when we pass in the hallways and he raises his eyebrows at me, like we have a secret. I should feel bad--and I do, most of the time--but how can I stop thinking about him when seeing his face makes me feel so alive?”
“I always feel most alive when everything else is dying all around me”
“I feel the most alive when I write.”
“What I'm mostly good at is sleeping, he once told me in confidence, but he added, I don't see much future in it.”