“I see I have this patience to wait it out, and the truth is no matter how dark I feel I would never take my own life, because when the darkness is over, then what a blessing is the feeblest ray of light!”

“He put a dark place in me and I can't forgive him for that. But it's a part of me now and how can I regret what I am - though it often makes me sad.”

“...because it requires the total surrender of my will and finally, ultimately, the wholesale destruction of my ego. That is hard. It I'm going to another world, I cry out, I want to be ME in it.”

“...most people never experience such a passion, that I had been incredibly, divinely fortunate to have found, in a world where most souls dig there own graves with the sharp edge of their bitter loneliness...”

“That's my problem. I'm constantly wary. I can't trust anyone.”

“We long for a life we never had but of which we seem to have a clear memory; a life in wich there is no longing.”

“What was the good at having an ideal if everyone is trying to beat everyone else at admitting how impossible it is to achieve it.”