“That's my problem. I'm constantly wary. I can't trust anyone.”
“This evening I begin a notebook. If anyone reads this, I trust they will forgive my overuse of "I". I can't stop it. I'm writing this.”
“Don't listen to anyone. Trust what gives you pleasure. Trust the emotions. If you love something but can't explain why, that's enough”
“I can't run my own race. I'm constantly checking what's happening in the other lanes.”
“That's my problem. I just have to do the opposite of what I'm told.”
“I'm not hopeless, that's the problem. I'm too hopeful, if anything ... I'm so thick-headed it's taken me this long to give up on men, but I can't give up completely, you know? So I ... I channel all my hope into an idea, to someone who can't reject me because he isn't real!”