“I wonder what it would feel like to laugh like that, with complete abandon.”
“For one half second, I wondered what it would feel like to put my hand in the fire. What it would feel like when I burned....”
“When I'm with him, I feel like a completely different person. I like the way this person feels. And then I wonder - is this the person I really am?How can you know for certain what parts of yourself are authentic and what parts you've invented to make life bearable?”
“I grit my teeth and wonder if it would matter if I strangled Dash in his sleep. Or poisoned his tea. I wonder what his neck would feel like under my fingers.”
“I wonder do the gods know what it feels like to be a man.”
“If singing were a feeling it would be this, this light, this lifting, like laughing...”