“Do you absolutely despise me, Walter?""No." He hesitated and his voice was strange. "I despise myself.”
“have I not the reason to hate and to despise myself? Indeed I do; and chiefly for not having hated and despised the world enough.”
“Will any man despise me? Let him see to it. But I will see to it that I may not be found doing or saying anything that deserves to be despised.”
“I know you despise me; allow me to say, it is because you do not understand me.”
“How strange! I thought, though everybody hated and despised each other, they could not avoid loving me.”
“All strange and terrible events are welcome, but comforts we despise”