“That's where all of us are standing now, he thought. On the fat kindling of past sins.”
“That's where all of us are standing now, he thought. On the fat kindling of past sins. And some of them are mine. Mine, Adam's, Herod's, Judas', Hannegan's, mine. Everybody's. Always culminates in the colossus of the State, somehow, drawing about itself the mantle of godhood, being struck down by the wrath of Heaven.”
“kindling all over with pleasure at the thought of the past.”
“My past life is abundantly full of God’s mercy, and, above all sin, stands the forgiving love of the Crucified.”
“Then he thought himself unhappy, but happiness was all in the future; now he felt that the best happiness was already in the past.”
“The future is there," Cayce hears herself say, "looking back at us. Trying to make sense of the fiction we will have become. And from where they are, the past behind us will look nothing at all like the past we imagine behind us now.”