“Before her marriage she had thought that she had love within her grasp; but since the happiness which she had expected this love to bring her hadn’t come, she supposed she must have been mistaken. And Emma tried to imagine just what was meant, in life, by the words “bliss,” “passion,” and “rapture” - words that had seemed so beautiful to her in books.”
This quote from Gustave Flaubert highlights the profound disillusionment experienced by Emma, the protagonist of Madame Bovary. It reveals her internal conflict and growing dissatisfaction with her married life and the romantic ideals she once cherished.
Emma initially believed that love was something tangible and fulfilling—"within her grasp"—but her actual experience of marriage falls short of these expectations. The phrase "since the happiness which she had expected... hadn’t come" underscores the gap between her dreams and reality, leading her to question the very existence of true love. Her failure to find contentment makes her doubt whether love was ever real for her, reflecting a deep sense of betrayal and confusion.
Furthermore, Emma's attempt to define abstract emotions such as “bliss,” “passion,” and “rapture” indicates her struggle to reconcile romanticized notions from literature with her own uninspiring experience. These "words that had seemed so beautiful to her in books" now feel elusive and hollow, symbolizing how literature has shaped her unrealistic expectations. This moment encapsulates the theme of the novel—the clash between fantasy and reality—and underscores Emma’s tragic yearning for something beyond her ordinary life.
“In her enthusiasms she had always looked for something tangible: she had always loved church for its flowers, music for its romantic words, literature for its power to stir the passions and she rebelled before the mysteries of faith just as she grew ever more restive under discipline, which was antipathetic to her nature.”
“She was as sated with him as he was tired of her. Emma had rediscovered in adultery all the banality of marriage.”
“But the more Emma recognised her love, the more she crushed it down, that it might not be evident, that she might make it less. What restrained her was, no doubt, idleness and fear, and a sense of shame also. She thought she had repulsed him too much, that the time was past, that all was lost. Then pride, the joy of being able to say to herself 'I am virtuous', and to look at herself in the glass taking resigned poses, consoled her a little for the sacrifice she believed she was making.”
“She did not believe that things could remain the same in different places, and since the portion of her life that lay behind her had been bad, no doubt that which remained to be lived would be better.”
“...Emma still had a joyless look, and, habitually, at the corners of her mouth, she had that tightness that crumples the faces of old maids and bankrupts.”
“Iced champagne was poured out. Emma shivered all over as she felt it cold in her mouth. She had never seen pomegranates nor tasted pine-apples. The powdered sugar even seemed to her whiter and finer than elsewhere.”