“When you're grieving, the times you're happy are so much more tragic than the times that you aren't. Because being happy feels fake and it feels temporary and it feels meaningless. And hating being happy is a shitty way to live.”
“I hate when people do this. I hate when people hide their cards to feel secret and strong. That's no way of dealing with anything.”
“I don't want to die, but I wish waking up every morning didn't feel like such a fuck-you every single time.”
“I'm happy for the kid and everything, but how the fuck does Lio get a friend before me? I live here. 'I told you I could do it :)' Lio IMs me. I want to rip out that smiley's eyes.”
“What’s love when you’re too fucked up to feel it right?I think it’s a weapon.”
“You're broken, and you're fixed. And you're better.”
“Dad laughs. “You want to take a break? Go play with them?”The problem is I’m sixteen, almost seventeen, and I don’t want to play with them as much as I want to want to play with them. Maybe this feeling is what Noah’s been running from.”