“It won’t kill you, or him,” Raeshon replied, his voice slightly louder than usual. “It’s nothing physical.”“Physical I can handle,” Kaevin rasped in pain. “But this, this I don’t think I can.”Kath gasped as another wave of pain wracked through her heart and she fell onto her side.“It didn't know it would be this bad,” Raeshon said quietly, his posture tense. “I really didn't.”“I think you did,” Kaevin ground out. “And I think you didn't care.”
“Kaevin, it’s you, it has always been you. With Raeshon, things are easy, and I have to admit that was refreshing but I don’t have the same feelings for him that I have for you. It’s harder to be with you because I feel more for you. I care about you so much that it scares me, Kaevin.”
“If you think I give a rat’s ass about that cooler, you don’t know me at all. Nothing I own is worth your pain.”Then, quietly, he took down one of his walls for her. “I know you.”
“Chris loved you," I said, and the truth of it was almost a physical pain. She wouldn't look at me. "No he didn't. And he would have figured it out eventually. So would you? Then where would I have been?""Not here.”
“What were you thinking about justnow while you were looking out the window?" To his surprise, the question flustered her. "I—wasn't thinking.""Then what were you doing?" he asked, his curiosity aroused.A rueful smile touched her inviting lips, and she shot him a sideways look before turning back to thewindow. "I was… talking to God," she admitted. "'Tis a habit I have."Startled and slightly amused, Royce said, "Really? What did God have to say?""I think," she softly replied, "He said, 'You're welcome.' ""For what?" Royce teased.Lifting her eyes to his, Jenny solemnly replied, "For you.”
“You didn't see us," she said to Anna..."I was... lost in thought," Anna replied."What were you thinking about?""You," Anna said. "Isn't that strange? I was thinking of you two so hard that I didn't see you.”