“And of course, the one that I really wanted to see, stayed completely hidden away from me and I let him even though it kind of killed me.”

“I knew then, that I would stay with you…even if it killed me.”

“i want you to leave him... and stay with me”

“Dont ever hold back anything back from me. I want to now... I want to know what you're feeling , even if you think I don't, even if you have trouble saying it”

“I hid this one in hopes that you would find it long after I'm gone. I hope you find this months from now, when I'm still out there, on the road, away from you. I can't imagine what the time apart has done to us. I'm hoping we're more in love than ever. I'm hoping that when I come back, you'll move in with me. In all honesty, I'm hoping that when I come back, you'll agree to marry me someday. Because that's what I want, what I dream about. You, mine, for the rest of my life. I hope you feel the same because I don't know what I would do without you. I love you so much. But, if for some reason we're not closer, if something has gotten between us, please, I'm begging you, don't give up on me. Stay. Stay with me. Work it out with me. Just don't leave me. Please.”

“No one’s ever cried for me before. No one’s asked me to stay before…no one. I convinced myself you cared for me.”

“Being apart from you is killing me. I feellost without you.”