“I know who I was, I can tell you who I may have been, but I am, now, only in this line of words I write. I'm not sure of the nature of my existence, and wonder to find myself writing.”
This quote by Ursula K. Le Guin delves into the fluid and often uncertain nature of identity and self-perception. The speaker reflects on their past ("I know who I was"), contemplates possible past selves ("I can tell you who I may have been"), but ultimately acknowledges that their present existence is shaped and perhaps defined only through their current act of creation—writing ("I am, now, only in this line of words I write").
The phrase "I'm not sure of the nature of my existence" reveals a deep philosophical uncertainty about what it means to truly 'be.' This uncertainty is coupled with a curious, almost existential wonder about the act of writing itself, suggesting that creation—in this case, literary expression—is a way for the self to manifest and explore its own reality.
Le Guin’s reflection highlights the idea that identity is not fixed but is continually constructed through actions and expressions in the present moment. Writing becomes both a means of self-discovery and a way to assert existence, underscoring the interconnectedness of art, identity, and consciousness.
“I write with all my heart”
“...[T]he only means I have to stop ignorant snobs from behaving towards genre fiction with snobbish ignorance is to not reinforce their ignorance and snobbery by lying and saying that when I write SF it isn't SF, but to tell them more or less patiently for forty or fifty years that they are wrong to exclude SF and fantasy from literature, and proving my arguments by writing well.”
“I talk about the gods, I am an atheist. But I am an artist too, and therefore a liar. Distrust everything I say. I am telling the truth. The only truth I can understand or express is, logically defined, a lie. Psychologically defined, a symbol. Aesthetically defined, a metaphor.”
“But I liked the writing better. I could make it look beautiful. I could keep it. The spoken words just went out like the wind, and you always had to say them all over again to keep them alive. But the writing stayed, and you could learn to make it better. More beautiful.”
“The first thing I can remember clearly is writing the way into the secret room.”
“I think there is no way to write about being alone. To write is to tell something to somebody to communicate to others. . . . Solitude is noncommunication, the absence of others, the presence of a self sufficient to itself.”